It's happening all over again.

My blog title actually has a lot of meaning this time.

First meaning- this Carolina game. Week after week, year after year; I watch every game as if i've never watched one. I try to act like Garcia can play an entire game with out being a diva. But of course, he always seems to surprise me in a new disappointing way.
Second meaning- school. I wish I could have just ONE absolutely good week at school, making good grades, not having to worry, no stress. blah.
Third meaning- well, I'm not getting into this one. But yes- it is happening all over again, hopefully this time everything will truly work out.


...So, it's Saturday afternoon about 5:45 and I feel SO unaccomplished today. I really, really, really, really want to go to a haunted house or something some time soon! (hint, hint) I don't thinkkkkk I have plans tonight, or at least not ones i'm super excited about. All of these people are "changing" for the better. I wish I could pull myself together and do that, honestly. I've lost a lot of close friends in the past year, and I miss people, but then again. There are reasons why I'm not close with as many people. I'm tired of being stabbed in the back, I don't intentionally try to bring drama. I can't help that things happen, feelings/emotions/attitudes change. As 'blah' and depressed this blog sounds, I'm actually happy and I feel like one lucky girl right now. (Plus- carolina just scored again! 28-11; hollllla'!) I have SO much work for White's class I need to make up, and I also need to study for Art at some point this week. We get report cards in about two weeks, and I would love if I didn't have to feel gut sick every minute during school. Okay- I've officially poured out every thought I have... I think. Time to go wake my sister up and wait for Zaxby's!



"You know, the right guy won't change you. He w...on't subtly pressure you. He won't tell you who you can and can't talk to about the two of you. He won't hide the fact that you're hanging out. He's not gonna tell you you're wrong for feeling... for being a girl. The right guy will show you off to... his friends. He'll take it as slow as you want. He'll only go as far as you're comfortable with. He'll take you out to places, even if it's just a fast food place or the store. He'll actually sit through your stupid girly Disney movies with you because he wants to watch them with you. The right guy will come along someday, you just gotta tough it out and wait for him. But whatever you do, don't settle. You deserve so much more. "