SO much has changed for me in 2011, the past month, the past week.. It's crazy, change is the only thing anyone ever talks about now, but it's constantly happening. I'm happy though, really happy. Since January 8th I've been through mess after mess.
- Drama with the same person, until that person crossed the line- drastically. Then it got ugly. Then it passed. Then in almost the same breath I was back in action (weird way to put it.) That went really well, but crashed and burned... Bummer.
- My grades turned out to be decent, I've been getting out and staying busy which is good too.
- Volleyball ends next Sunday, THANK GOD. It's been a truly, miserable season. But I have stayed in shape and stuck it out.
- I also got a job, another big bonus to life! :) You can find me at Rue 21. I know it'll get old, but I am soooo glad not to have to depend on mum's and daddy's money anymore.
- My Daddy is also talking about cars like crazy right now, which is superb because if mum gets herself a new car, we are going to sell her old one and then this girl gets a car! score!
- I'm also taking care of myself even more then ever, just when I think I can't become any more of a self-conscious eater... I do. It's probably not good for me, but I've lost some weight and if I'm stuck being 5'3, I betttttter be skinny to go along with it. I've also received my skin pigment back! yay! I was really orange Monday and today though. ..Just a teeny bit embarrassing, but that's okay!
- Spring break cannot get here fast enough! This time a week from now, I'll be packing for Charlotte and then playing in Regionals until Sunday afternoon. Then the rest of that week will consist of tanning and working. My only goals for SB 11 are to go to the zoo, get darker, go shopping, and MAYBE Charleston for a day! :)
- Tonight is the Jersey Shore finale, how sad. :(
- On my laaaaast note- my blog title changed from 'Beautiful Disaster' to 'Mi Amore Vole Fe Yah.' No, I'm not taking French, that would be way too easy... I stuck with Spanish. The title comes from Lady Gaga's song 'Born this Way.' It means love needs faith. I could not agree more! I've continued to pay more attention to faith, it's gone along way. Everyone tells me I look so sad during the day, well- I'm normally not in the best mood, but I'll smile at anyone, listen to anyone, and just because I'm not talking to every person I pass doesn't mean I'm not talking to God. I've really watched him work his magic. I'm embarrassed to say how selfish I've been, but I know it's all apart of growing up and some of God's most amazing gifts are the prayers he never answered. Now that I look back, I'm glad he didn't. So thank you.
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