"Auf Wiedersehen, goodnight
I hate to go and leave this pretty sight"
hahaha, That is definitely from one of my favorite movies of all time, "The Sound of Music."
It's appropriate though, because today was my last real day of Summer. Booooo. Tomorrow starts the mark of volleyball season and all fall sports in general. I'm probably more excited for football then I am my own season. I mean I can't wait, it's just all the Juniors know what's coming and it's crap. (So blunt.) Anyways, I'll be putting in 20 hours to volleyball, 12 to work, at least 2 days to Yearbook, hopefully a night or two of athletic training for football camp, andddd I really need to make time to see my boy. Oh- and get my schedule straightened out tomorrow, how awesome. Okay, enough of that...
Summer was great though, for once no one really knew what I was up to, I never made things that public, didn't spend hours on Facebook statuses knowing my every location. I just had a summer for me. I got to see a lot of family, catch up with old friends, and meet my amazing bestfriend/boyfriend. Summer didn't revolve around softball tournaments or baseball practices. I got to watch my brother play all-stars and watched Emma-Claire prepare all Summer for Kindergarden. She has the same teacher that John and I had, how crazy is that?! She's more ready then I am. Watching her grow up over the past 4 years has changed me drastically. There's so many things I feel I'm not ready for, but I know I have to face. IE- Volleyball season, boyfriend moving, school starting, yearbook staff, baby sister starting kindergarden AND turning five. I have so much on my mind, and I can feel all the levels of whelm just building and I can tell I'll be shedding tears more than ever. My goal for this year is to put aside my emotions, and just fight through stress. Something I've never been good at, but it's all preparation for just something else I'm sure.
Music of choice tonight; Coldplay- Poppyfields
QOTD
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
-Reinhold Niebuhr
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