"i'd rather be anywhere, but here without you."

dilemma- Okay I'm trying so hard to redo my room and still pay it respect to the rest of house considering I only have two years left here. I want to find a way to incorporate Modern simplicity, with Art, Charleston, and TOMS. Crazy, huh? I think I've found the perfect shade of coastal white to paint my walls, now I just need to find a modernistic looking bed spread that will go with my Charleston art and hopefully matching decor. Time to box up the old softball trophies and bright turquoise bed spread for an upgrade to the type of person I actually am today. ...I need help.

That's really all I wanted to blog about, but I have other things on my mind. Like time. Where the hell did it go?! I mean really. I turn 17 soon, and God forbid, I know I'm not giving birth or anything. But I seriously remember how excited I was to go to middle school, high school, and now I'm focused on college. Woah. And another thing, Tim moves to Cola TOMORROW. I haven't cried yet, but I'm tearing up right now. This Summer with him has gone by so fast and I'm really nervous for him. I know he'll do fine, he's super smart. He has a good roommate. He's a good kid, but I'm just worried. As always. I know we'll be okay, and I'll see him every chance I get. I guess it doesn't help he was exhausted and fell asleep on me. Every time he falls asleep before me I start thinking of all these crazy scenarios. 

I started putting together my book-bag tonight. Starting school is so bittersweet. I think I got pretty lucky with my classes. I STILL have to take my Central test or no English 101-102 for me. 

Oh my gosh, it's 1AM, I have to start getting into a sleep routine. Anyways...

QOTD

But the struggles make you stronger and the changes make you wise... And happiness has its own way of taking its sweet time. -Gary Alle

Song I've listened to a million times today...