Well, at first I thought I didn't have anything to talk about. But I do.
I'm SO tired of living with my family, I want to move out- now. All this fighting is getting so old. I can't wait to come out of college and become a successful person. My parents probably think I can't do it, they're wrong. Why should I have to be the more mature person in almost every situation these days?
I've made my mind up, I do not want to play softball anymore. It's not fun, the politics of it suck, It's either freezing cold, or unbearably hot. Nothing about it makes me "love the sport." All softball season does is make my parents get 20348349x more frustrated because I'm not perfect. I refuuuuuse to sit through another JV season with a bunch of inexperienced 13-year-olds who think they're amazing when they're not. I wish I could graduate tomorrow, honestly. I hate when people come up to me and say I have that "rich girl and preppy" lifestyle. That would require my parents to give me everything in the world, and me not have to go through so much every single day. I feel like I work 390239x harder for things that some people are just given naturally. The further I'm pushed away from my family the closer I become to God. He's the ONLY person who hasn't let me down.
Today could have been so great, my no. ..story of my life.
I need to give an update: things got better. thank god- literally. The spaghetti supper was way too much fun. Haa, I have plenty of new stories. We're having a yard sale Saturday, so that should be interesting- we pulled down SO much crap from our attic. It sure does bring back some old memories. In all honesty, I love my parents. I just really can't handle some certain subjects with them....
They found Crystal Monday Night! All the prayers helped, she's doing fine. She was taken straight to a hospital for a check-up. Still continue to keep their family in your prayers though.
10 Day Challenge.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (randomly).
1. Emma Claire
2. Tripp
3. Lindsey
4. Alexis
5. Virginia
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