-So I woke up at 6 this morning to work a yard sale after being in Sumter all last night. YAY! I was watching CNN's little morning talk show and USC is now offering a class all about the art and sociology behind Lady Gaga. Naturally you would assume that since this was a national broadcast 'USC' would be the University of Southern California, not our gamecocks... but no. THE University of South Carolina right here in Columbia is now offering a class on Lady Gaga. I went to the website- it sounds a little... unconventional. But what do you expect? It's Lady Gaga. Here's the link for all you future 'monsters.' <-- click. (:
10 Day Challenge.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
Day Ten: One confession.
Oh boy, well- one confession, here we go. I wasted almost 14 months on one person. The June before my freshmen year I met somebody who was unlike anyone else. I wish I could put into words what I thought, how I felt... but I can't. It wasn't easy, it wasn't right, and it was meant to be. I was young and stupid. I know that probably sounds stupid because that was only about a year and a half ago, but it's true. I've come a long way since then. I fell for someone completely wrong, I argued with my parents, argued with my friends, his friends, everybody. I tried to stick up for what I believed in. I was doing a good job, until I found out what I believed in was wrong. I don't want to degrade this person, but we are two completely different people. I have extremely high and successful expectations between now and college. I have a plan that I want to follow through on, and this person doesn't exactly have a plan. They go by day to day and act like they have all the time in the world to get everything together. Granted we were off and on, but he messed up relationships for me my freshmen year. At one point I tried to let somebody in, and everything was beyond amazing, until that one person came back in the picture. Then I had to lie my way out of so much and hurt this one amazing guy. It killed me, but I did it. Then this July I realized I needed to put my focus on school and volleyball. I didn't need to put forth time and effort into someone my parents didn't like and who was going to college 45 minutes away. No, no, no. We argued, we fought, I ended it. ..completely. It hurt, I didn't think I was doing the right thing. But I did. Life is honestly- easier. It's great. I got focused and serious on the important things: God, Family, and Friends.
Personal enough?
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